Existence.

I have an idea
From an idea that I had
But it would be crazy
May be like I have
Been out of a mind
To believe that I
Could be helped,
To be appetizing 
I had to have an
Successful idea, but this one
Born from the idea I had 
That promised my hands
On pleasure and a holiday,
If I call it luck,
Yes! luck as it has to be an act
Of observation of a 
Spectacular mind that brings
A certainty of an Idea
From an Idea
Which believes in being
Well structured,
Now who can help me?
I tried but I need a joke.