I Was In Love

I was in love
with the idea of illusions
they had great power
and the highest hypnotism came
from that love

It was real
it was my belief
it came in to reality because it
appeared
it had clarity
it was in perfect understanding
I was burdened with a million
illusions
I was privileged
And it belonged to me
It moved to next
Made it seem I lost it
And the play of lost
and found came in to being.

My illusions were beyond
suffering
and all wars
or frictions that  were overwhelming
I could look through my own
eyes
In silence
I hide myself from me
It was that simple
To fall asleep

I was in love
with all the conversations
of my illusions
Each one came
May be the being-ness
Was never incompetent.

I Was In Love
I Was Learning
I Remember
How I Registered