The Story Of A Nerve.

I had a nerve,
The nerve activated
the self preservation
mechanism,
The nerve was destructive too,
Suicidal and crazy,
'Why me?' thinking to
the nerve, which knew
nothing of feelings.
I stopped asking.
I had to keep trusting it
though,
it was fatal and
I was on a theory.
I hid myself, it made me, or not.
I tried numbing,
it made me, or not.
Either nerve made everything a nothing,
Or just a mess in my brain.
The nerve tried saving me, it did.