Stretched myself
Read the outline
Purpose questioned and
The why of it to it's roots.

Apart from life living it's life
The desire to live existed too
It belonged to a choice
Born through thinking
For the desire to die existed too
No one could escape this choice
For not thinking too was choosing
The death premise.

I could not escape experiencing love
I could not escape choosing
The choice was the action in itself 
What would always follow would be
Only reactions
I could take what I wanted from
life
I had to pay for it.

The questioning was necessary
I could choose to evade
Be critical of it
Whatever the choice would be
Would build me a character.