No rest in here
mostly
torn apart
look everywhere
under all shades
and shadows

every breath is your name
heat in me is you
and yet
and yet
no rest in here
in a heart whose
nights and days were drowned in your name

these eyes and how
mostly torn apart
still with your name
sing about how when nothing
existed before you

I burning in your name
looked everywhere
under all shades
and shadows
still searching
wanting a worship granted by you

My voice deserted me long back
singing your name
have I paid a price enough
or I could still for you my spring
oh my beloved face
draw the remaining winds of my lungs

All illness carries a story
about how
more than the physical pain
the heart hurts most

if you put a bullet in me
would you suffer

you don't mind it
when you get used to it
that
it being anything

being quite is good for me
and why I  need a
mirror always
to look at my own back

half dreaming half awake
the eyes look lonely in
the mirror
a stare which I can't stand

No you and I in this walk
or by the oceans
or by the sunsets

I wish it was about you
I wish it was about the suns
and moons

No taking me hand in hand
No rolling in the grass
No world in our feet
No people going or coming
And no you and I

Hand me the you and I see
you oh my firefly
In the open air
In the dark night
You light up my sight
Hard to say if
I'm awake or in some dream

Can't keep me out of my head

Can't keep me out of my head
I know
I know
She grows and grows

Can't keep me out of my head
Can't keep me out of my head

A shy me takes me to a
drive
cheers me up
I know
I know
all the things that she likes

Can't keep me out of my head
Can't keep me out of my head

Every day now I play
a game with me
I know
I know
she would be build me all over again

Can't keep me out of my head
Can't keep me out of my head

Sing me the reds and blues
See me go round and round
I know
I know
She's been thinking of the moon
and back

Can't keep me out of my head
Can't keep me out of my head

Can't keep me out of my head
I know
I know
She's my fantasy and I feel them here
in my song

na na na na na an ana ana an a .................................

Narrow lanes and dark corners
the eyes now stretched far into a
world

Saturn, you have to fight him,
I was told, but here
I was killed by my lover
she being mightier than all
saturns

I recalled a strain,
a wave which came and
threatened
then touched and curled

Life rises in life
the centuries knows this as
time sings the songs of death,
let it sing to it's heart content,
I a child of love, sleeps
more in dreams than this
eternal scheme

A strip tease and
she knew the moves
she
stripped off her attributes
she a river of knowledge though
concealed
stood stark naked now

The tired me
took a step in her and
the last wall of love dropped off
nothing there, not even unity

Intimate whispers of knowledge
exchanged the mysteries of creation and
now a
reflecting mirror
this river that kept on flowing

Just Once

How much more of there
is of you
I have lost all my world
it that was so called

The breath comes out light
My god knows
how I enter you
tonight

Divine claws and loving eyes
is where my knowledge rests
for all my life

A Faith In Question

The traveller was asked of faith
A lover in journey knew only of
pain

The answer came in slow of
how now
Life in a stone
was always seen

I have not known me about
My mortal me; only
My love is my own
Which will always be
immortal in me

Words

True mockery of the word is in a response that is spoken in silence.

No freedom here
Movements between ones and zeroes
Every millisecond of my time

Actions matter
Not reactions
Reactions can never
help me
When alone

Life has a charm of it's own
YET
It has to be lived in
a Yes or a No